Tuesday, February 23, 2010

Last days of being in my 40's on The Fringe

In the next few day I will give up the decade of being 'in my 40's'. Time to start a new journey. This upcoming birthday is not easy for me, I have accomplished much but not what I necessarily wanted to. Being a "Fringe dweller" makes doing things somewhat near impossible. I need(want)to venture further into life, make my mark upon this world so I will not be forgotten.

Accepting the fact that I am one half a century old and still unsure of my future, is scary. Shouldn't I know where my life is headed? I feel this is why I am almost in a state of panic.

Who Am I?? I am pensive, scared, lonely, happy and unhappy (yes. I can be both) a diabetic, sister, niece, aunt, friend, unfulfilled, and content, blessed. That's Who I Am.

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