A brand new year...again

Good morning 2015, a brand new year, crisp,(here at 24*), semi sunny.  I awoke, feeling semi hopeful.
I can't muster more than that as my life is in a stagnate hole.  I am going to vow that next year on the first day of the brand new year to write something different.  If that is my only resolution I hope I keep it.  I also want to be able to type without looking, I do ok-ish but still make mistakes.

My blood sugar this morning was 176, not great but I had been eating peppermint candies all night,  I couldn't sleep and listened to my book most of the night, I saw 4:11 probably later but I didn't turn over to see the clock.

I hope to buy the home I am in, from my brother and sister-in-law.  I want to own my home.  I hope to find an inner peace that I am so desperately needing.  I hope to go to church/find a church that inspires me.  I hope to be a better person.

So 2015, new year, new day.  Impress me.

From the fringe,
Susan