The sixth day of the fresh new year..started out at 45 degrees and it is now 13 degrees, wind chills tomorrow may go as low as minus 30 I am waiting impatiently for spring.
I tried to step off the fringe today, but I don't think I am a strong person. I get defensive if my stepping off doesn't work. I wish I could remedy this problem. I try the mantra, my feelings do count, I am a good person even if I don't agree with you, I have a right to my feelings. But then I jump right back on the fringe and quiver with indecision. I guess 40 plus years of living on the sidelines can't be fixed quickly, but seriously.... it's better but I would love to be able to cut off the fringe. It's getting all tangled and I am getting tired of trying to keep it straight and unruffled.
I went back to work today after two weeks off. Although I worked most of those two weeks, I still had to clean my houses and work at the store on the weekends. I will be so glad when I am done. Two more weekends.
Well off to the warmth of my bed, toes wrapped in the fringe,
Susan
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